I miss you so much, it hurts..

23rd of July is my sweetest, funniest, most reliable Dad’s birthday.

Been 2 years since you’re not around and I miss you everyday. 

I know you won’t read this, but I just miss you too much, Yah.

I miss going on drive with you. We’ve been everywhere together, huh? Mostly it’s just the two of us. 

I miss your random and -oh so typical daddy- Jokes. 

I miss your voice, the way you sing old song, which influence me the most.

I miss talking in Germany with you, and no one else would understand :p.

I really miss your so typical Javanese small talk whenever you craved something in refrigerator :

 “Thaitea di kulkas ada yang punya ngga, Nggi?”. Hahaha. 

You’re a generous person and I learned so much from you.

I miss everything about you. 

Sometimes I feel like I'm being trapped, can't believe that you are no longer here.

Sometimes I feel like you're just going somewhere temporarily and gonna come to us one day.

I remember how we used to laughed and cursed at same things.

And we both really can’t stand slow people, aren’t we? 

We are too similar in so many ways and it hurts me so much when you’re gone.

I know you are in better place now and no longer in pain..

I miss you so much, Yah..

Come and visit me on my dream sometimes, pretty please?