Saying Goodbye

It's really hard...
Saying Goodbye to my favorite Hello
To the shoulder I used to lean on
To that -not really- big chest I used to hug at night
To the sound of your breath on my ears
To your annoying snoring sound that I rarely heard.

But in fact,
It's even harder to say goodbye to the memories
To the little thing called love that I used to hold, trust and keep in my heart
To little hope that I keep holding on
To the trust that I put too much on your shoulder,
that burden you a lot,
that made you go away from me.

But still,
It's not as hurt as imagining,..
you were with anyone else
you laughed with another girl
you hold anyone else
you loved another girl.

I'm not that tough nor strong..
You know, but I'm brave enough to letting go..
Late night talk will be missed,
but I'll miss you even more.

Goodbye my favorite hello...