Suffer

Ever since I came back from that

 “oh so full drama” trip, I feel so empty.

I thought I’m just tired, from bringing and literally took my almost 10 kilos suitcase everywhere, for about 4 days..

I miss my room, my messy room..

I feel so gloomy, tired, desperate.

Sometimes I wanna cry. When I don’t even know why?

Then someone on internet showed up, and declare about an aura self checking program.

And long short story, I’m in.

She saw my picture then said, that my aura is filled with a lot of bad energy..

No wonder, I’m not even surprise.

She said that my body is tend to absorb the bad or negative energy around me.

Not my fault, just my destiny.

I can’t even think straight, whether she told me the truth or not. I’m just so tired, literally tired..

So maybe that’s the reason why I can’t feel happiness. When people tend to feel happy and comfortable around me, because I’m actually absorb their bad energy..

And suffering all alone by myself :)